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Post by heartbeat on Jan 18, 2010 18:25:59 GMT -6
... trusting you'll see me from above. My darling, do you have day and night, too, up there? What are you doing? Really walking on the moon? Dancing on the clouds? Enjoying freedom? Watching over us and feeling how dearly you are loved and missed? Teaching us how to treat each other? Sending this beautiful warmth and love down in our hearts? I can only imagine. But what I know for sure is how much I love you and always will. You're in my heart for ever and ever and ever and ever more. Good night, honey. It would be wonderful if you'd stay with me in my dreams. You're a beautiful miracle. Oh my, how I love you!
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Post by heartbeat on Jan 20, 2010 16:26:30 GMT -6
... and thank you from the bottom of my heart for watching over us! Even now you don't stop being good and loving, taking care of others. Our son had an angel at his side today, a car almost hit him. His bike is damaged, but he has not even a little scratch. I bet this angel were you! Thank you a thousand times, my beloved one!
My beloved angel, words cannot express how dearly I love you! I kiss you goodnight, darling, taking the picture of your beloved face with me in my sleep. Goodnight, my love!
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Post by iheartmj on Jan 21, 2010 17:48:57 GMT -6
Aww, is your son okay?! I'm sure Michael was watching over him for you.
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Post by heartbeat on Jan 22, 2010 3:39:15 GMT -6
iheartmjThank you for asking... yes, my son's okay. A car that was parked started very suddenly goin' backwards, exactly where he was driving - just 2 steps beside me, but I couldn't react, everything went too fast. His bike was under the wheel of the car , but he somehow managed to jump off and run away. It's like a miracle... a beautiful angel must have taken him off there . Of course he is totally scared now as soon as he hears a car start. And mom's heart's still not recovered... But he's healthy and uninjured!!
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Post by heartbeat on Jan 23, 2010 15:46:05 GMT -6
…and in my mind’s eye, I see you, my love, beautiful darling. You were wonderful in every way possible – as songwriter, singer, dancer, actor and creator of unbeaten performances. As cute boy, lovable teenager, gorgeous man, loving father. But what I love most of all is the pure beauty of your heart . I just want you to know that. The kindness, compassion, generosity and first of all the true, pure love you taught us – they live on. Thank you for living it before our eyes, honey! You’re my first thought in the morning an my last in the evening. Your voice softly leads me through the days and gives me strength to hold on. "My life ain't worth living if I can't be with you" in my mind and in my heart. I love you endlessly and kiss you good night, sweet darling.
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Post by iheartmj on Jan 23, 2010 23:03:56 GMT -6
iheartmjThank you for asking... yes, my son's okay. A car that was parked started very suddenly goin' backwards, exactly where he was driving - just 2 steps beside me, but I couldn't react, everything went too fast. His bike was under the wheel of the car , but he somehow managed to jump off and run away. It's like a miracle... a beautiful angel must have taken him off there . Of course he is totally scared now as soon as he hears a car start. And mom's heart's still not recovered... But he's healthy and uninjured!! That would scare me! He's a lucky little boy! I hope he isn't too afraid!
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Post by heartbeat on Jan 25, 2010 2:16:06 GMT -6
... but I can't find them, they've faded. Where are you, honey? I miss you more than ever. My longs for you with every breath I take. I'll never, never, never ever let you part...
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Post by heartbeat on Jan 26, 2010 16:12:11 GMT -6
... and imagine you looking back, down here. Did you see the major love prayer? You inspired it, darling! It's a great feeling, isn't it? Did you feel our special love and grief yesterday? You are engraved in our hearts, honey. You'll always be...
Every glance of your beautiful eyes, every smile on your lips, every shrug of your shoulder, every single one of those magic arm movements while dancing, every hug I saw given by you to children and fans, every passioned speech for peace among us and welfare for the children of the world... is burned on the disc of my heart and my mind, together with every single song of you. The disc will play and play and play - 'till we meet again.
Love you endlessly, my sweet angel! Good night!
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Post by heartbeat on Jan 27, 2010 15:25:26 GMT -6
... and see your beloved features.
Honey, may I lay my hands around your face and give you a gentle kiss on your forehead? Good night, darling, my love, sweetest of all angels!
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Post by heartbeat on Jan 30, 2010 17:13:28 GMT -6
... and I'm sure, the brightest of them is you! Honey, I re-discovered "Wings of my love" and it brought me so much peace and comfort the last two days! THANK YOU! I was feeling all alone Like a child who's got no home But then I found a place where I could go And just climbed on the wings of your love... Anytime I want to leave my world behind You'll take me high on the wings of your love I'll just take your hand and together, we'll touch the sky... Oh my love ! My heart's overflowing! Good night, sweet angel.
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Post by msdeweydiva on Jan 30, 2010 21:17:55 GMT -6
I looked up at the wolf moon last night and thought of you, whispered 'I Love You' and wondered if you can see me sparkle for you...
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Post by heartbeat on Feb 3, 2010 17:48:46 GMT -6
... knowing you saw your children doing so well at the grammys and guessing you are awfully proud of them! Right? It's your love that made them as wonderful as they are, honey! You're in my heart and in my mind day by day, hour by hour, sweet angel. Good night, love of my life! Couldn't love you more, darling!
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Post by heartbeat on Mar 20, 2010 16:02:48 GMT -6
... trying to find comfort somewhere up there, trying to hold on to the soothing thought that you are happy, safe and home there, far from this world that treated you so bad. I love you, my darling. I love you so much.
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Nanci Jackson Abingdon UK
MJ Fan
I believe we can be the change we want to see. That Michael is a bright light in this dark world
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Post by Nanci Jackson Abingdon UK on May 9, 2010 6:51:58 GMT -6
I will share a message from a wonderful friend of mine, she writes the words of my heart:
Life is fleeting, as mineral water bubbles. I’m trapped in the body, limited. Consciousness and emotions have long been prevailed. I fighting! I feel like a machine powerless to prevent defect. Like a slave dependent on the existence, reduced to exhausting needs. My body is just capsule, dust particle in Space. From day to day, it’s in conflict with my sublime soul, where you sleep, my beautiful, pure, sweet, gentle angel. People have invented money and borders. People have created wars. All that evil separated me from you, my brightest star. Life is too short, and so long, against one moment. I did not get it... But, it does not prevent me that I love you even more strongly, by the way of thought about your unique existence.
by Tatjana Jacksy - my introduction for story Immortal beloved
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Nanci Jackson Abingdon UK
MJ Fan
I believe we can be the change we want to see. That Michael is a bright light in this dark world
Posts: 6
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Post by Nanci Jackson Abingdon UK on May 9, 2010 7:01:47 GMT -6
another beautiful one:
Children show me in their playful smiles the divine in everyone. This simple goodness shines straight from their hearts. This has so much to teach. If a child wants chocolate ice cream, he just asks for it. Adults get tangled up in complications over whether to eat the ice cream or not. A child simply enjoys. What we need to learn from children isn't childish. Being with them connects us to the deep wisdom of life, which is ever present and only asks to be lived. Now, when the world is so confused and its problems so complicated, I feel we need our children more than ever. Their natural wisdom points the way to solutions that lie, waiting to be recognized, within our own hearts.
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