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Post by bluesaway on Dec 31, 2009 0:53:53 GMT -6
I know I'm not alone here..... right? I have a big ol' bed all to myself and I have 'imaginary Michael' - in the form of a pillow - next to me every night as I fall asleep. It gives me something to hold on to when I want to talk to him ....and it makes me feel close to him to imagine that he's next to me. I can't go to sleep until I say my goodnights to Michael via my pillow. It's a good way to say all the things I wish someone had said to him...things he needed to hear....how special he is, how much he is loved...how he is beautiful and wonderful..and how much I miss him. That pillow gets lots of tears on it. Pillow therapy. But I like the idea of coming here to say goodnight to him.... So, goodnight Michael. I love you. Thank you for singing to me all night.....again... (Wow - there are some things that you know only other Michael fans will understand..... )
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Post by MJWC on Dec 31, 2009 11:19:57 GMT -6
(Wow - there are some things that you know only other Michael fans will understand..... ) That I do agree with, and I'm sure you aren't alone at all.
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Post by iheartmj on Dec 31, 2009 13:04:43 GMT -6
(Wow - there are some things that you know only other Michael fans will understand..... ) I totally know what you mean! Sometimes I think something in my head, and then I think...oh man, I'm nuts! But then I come to places like this, and I find out other people are thinking the same thing! Mj fans are the best!
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Post by mjfallenangel on Jan 1, 2010 0:51:49 GMT -6
Good Night Michael...In my dreams I know you will come to hold my hand....I love you.... Attachments:
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Post by KingMJRocks on Jan 1, 2010 1:56:06 GMT -6
God if you knew how much I miss you right now as I hear all my friends sing your songs this new years eve night you will know that I totally feel you right here with me....I hope you are atleast smiling as we honor you this beautiful night...I love you so much michael I hope you see and feel that right now...I am thinking about you so much..I wish you could hug me and tell me you love me to...
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Post by healtheworld on Jan 1, 2010 8:11:19 GMT -6
Nearly everynight i turn over in bed and feel that my pillow is wet....im like "why is it wt?? :S" Then i realize there are tears streaming down my face....im not a religious person but ever since MJ's passing ive prayed to him nearly every might...i dont know if he can hear me or not but i pretend he does....hopefully im not the only one because sometimes i feel as though im nuts Good night Michael I love you soo Much...xx
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Post by KingMJRocks on Jan 2, 2010 4:45:13 GMT -6
Well Michael I have done it again. I made another video for you. The name of the song is "Happy" and I am really suprised that I finished it in one night. You know that NEVER happens. Thanks for being with me tonite and giving me that inspiration I need. I hope your happy with it because I sure am :-*Love you, nite bb
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Post by poetgerri on Jan 2, 2010 18:51:06 GMT -6
Hi healthworld,
In answer to your question: NO you are NOT crazy! I think many of us pray for Michael, to Michael, with Michael every day. Feel his presence with us, especially at night as we prepare for bed.
And it is not a crazy thing. It is how we are helping ourselves through this time of grieving and healing. Be sure to give that pillow an extra hug each night!
Gerri
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Post by mjfallenangel on Jan 2, 2010 23:35:05 GMT -6
Good night Michael,May you watch over us as we sleep....I love you..Nite,Nite.....
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Post by healtheworld on Jan 3, 2010 6:34:00 GMT -6
Hi healthworld, In answer to your question: NO you are NOT crazy! I think many of us pray for Michael, to Michael, with Michael every day. Feel his presence with us, especially at night as we prepare for bed. And it is not a crazy thing. It is how we are helping ourselves through this time of grieving and healing. Be sure to give that pillow an extra hug each night! Gerri Thank you gerri It's such a relief to know that im not the only one Thank you
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Post by mjfallenangel on Jan 3, 2010 23:23:13 GMT -6
Michael its that time again to say good night...I hope you come by tonight and stroke my hair as i sleep ...Love you angel...
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Post by xene865 on Jan 6, 2010 17:15:19 GMT -6
i'm so glad i found you guys.... can't get him out of my head....the mind, soul is profoundly affected and i keep looking for something lost.....Michael...why does it still hurt... i go to sleep with his songs in my head, every waking moment is filled with Michael,, 7 months and it still hurts...I love you Michael....dont walk away!
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Post by msdeweydiva on Jan 6, 2010 21:35:40 GMT -6
xene865, I feel exactly the same way. I can't get him out of my mind, he's touched my soul somehow. His music is in my head, I love him every hour of the day. I keep telling myself he can feel the love up in Heaven, but my gosh, I ache with longing for him. I keep trying to understand the...connection? to him and if he sprinkled a bit of Michael magic on all of his fans as he smiles down at us.
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Post by mjfallenangel on Jan 6, 2010 23:52:42 GMT -6
Good night Michael....Sorry i didnt tell you last night.But i think you already knew...I love you and miss you...Please Michael if you come in my dreams to stroke my hair tonight....Please wipe the tears away......
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Post by bluesaway on Jan 7, 2010 23:41:42 GMT -6
Time for bed - my eyes are burning from staring at this computer screen at you all evening Michael. You're so beautiful....so captivating. I don't think the day will ever come where I don't cry for you anymore.....there's always something that sets me off....a song, a smile. I miss you so much. Time to go lay down and be with you....talk to you and fall asleep in your tender embrace. I never feel alone at night - you're always with me. I love you.
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